In her exclusive weekly column, Kerry Katona reveals she's ready to be a grandma as soon as her eldest daughter Molly is ready.
For now though, Kerry's 21 year old daughter, who lives in Ireland with her grandparents, enjoys hanging out with her mates and calling her mum for hours on end to chat about her life more than the prospect of becoming a mum, but Kerry can't wait.
She tells us: "I’m 43 this year and I want grandbabies. I can’t believe I don’t have a grandbaby yet! I said to my Molly, ‘my mum was 20 when she had me, and I was 20 when I had you, come on, pop one out, hurry up!’
Kerry is mum to daughters Molly, 21, and Lilly, 20, with ex Brian McFadden, Heidi, 16, and Max, 15, with Mark, and nine year old Dylan-Jorge with George.
Meanwhile, our columnist hasn't been feeling in a great way this week, and had to cancel her No Regrets tour last weekend due to the pain she's in.
Dealing with a mystery hip pain, the blonde beauty has had to resign to her bed until she recovers.
Speaking exclusively from her bedroom, she tells us: "I’m in a bad way this week with my hips and my back, I’m in so much pain that I have essentially been bed bound. My hips have been out of place for a long time and now it has got to the point where the pain is making me feel physically sick. I literally can’t do anything and I had to pull my weekend tour. I couldn’t go ahead with it and felt terrible."
Kerry's No Regrets tour marked a huge career development for the star as she planned her stage comeback with what she called a "very special and personal tour" this summer.
She says: "I’m a very active person and I’m always on the go but it’s like my hip joints are rubbing and it’s affecting my whole back. I’ve been so close to going to A&E but I don’t want to be a burden or waste anyone’s time."
Kerry also sends love to Mrs Hinch and family after the discovery that their son has Kawasaki disease.
"I’m sending Mrs Hinch lots of love, prayers and strength this week after the terrifying news about her son and his diagnosis. As a mother, anything that’s going on with your children where you can’t help them is awful."
The former Atomic Kitten star explains that she knows all too well how helpless you can feel as a mother.
"DJ does a lot of gymnastics and she hurt her wrist – it was only badly sprained but even that was horrendous – you just feel helpless. It’s my biggest fear – if I call for DJ in the house and she doesn’t answer, I panic. I automatically think the worst. I have had this separation anxiety thing with her ever since her dad died.
"DJ died when she was born and was resuscitated and put onto life support so I didn’t get to hold her. When it came to her medical checks, I struggled to even go into the room, I was that scared."
With thoughts of being a mother fresh in her mind, she continues on to congratulate Kourtney Kardashian-Barker and Travis Barker on their pregnancy announcement.
"They’ve been so desperate to have a child and I’m really happy for them."
Continuing with a candid and honest admission, Kerry did reveal that her and her partner, Ryan Mahoney, were "recently speaking to the Manchester Facility Clinic because we were looking at surrogacy options."
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